A few days ago, I reflected a bit on my life, especially the horrible events that had happened to me, and the damaged I caused to others without meaning to. In the end, I saw a few things: Ignorance and Arrogance.

It is normal for someone to accept what they hear, no matter how farfetched the story is. That someone eventually tells someone, then the story spreads like wildfire WITHOUT knowing how much truth there is in it, and no one dares to ask if it's completely true. Many people have talked about me behind my back, even when they don't know a single bit about me. And sadly, I told this farfetched story to certain number of people about my classmate's father. The story was told to me by another classmate, but after a period of time, two of her friends went up to me rather furious and asked "Why did you say those things?!"...or was it "How could you say those things?!" Either way, I explained about the someone telling it to me. I vaguely remember if they believed me. *sighs* Utter humiliation.


It is also normal for someone to start talking about some odd thing of which they've seen or are seeing. In other words: Gossip. People eventually lead to the conclusion that the person's really weird or that the person's the complete opposite of what they had thought all along(Note, this is only by sight). One example is someone acting quite gloomy or "emo-ish". Usually, no one confronts the person who is acting bizarre. So what happens after that? A trail of false facts that practically follow the person (or you) 'til the end of highschool or life.

Long story short, I'd like to tell you to please keep this in mind: Think before you act. Everything you do or say affects yourself, others and your future so you really MUST be careful. I might end up typing more in this journal, but this will do for now. It's 12:19 am and I plan on sleeping (and awaking) much earlier than this.